last night was such a bad night for me. actually, all day was bad for me! i miss ian so much and i'm really just ready for this whole separation to just be over! it has been 9.5 months already - and i still have 7 months to go. and i don't want to sound like i'm whining, because normally i wouldn't write anything about this at all. :( i just miss him so much. i wish i could talk to him more or see his face. sometimes i just lay in bed and just try to remember what its like to have him laying there next to me...
i know, sad...right? but sometimes thats all i can do.
well i have off from school today, so i'm hanging out for a little then i'm going over to becca's house to watch some SUPERBAD! haha and play a little guitar hero. maybe lock conner in a closet :]
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