blah.

It never ends...

there's so much going on and I feel like it's all raining down. pretty much, I can't win. things went well with my parents, but then not so well with his. it sucks really :/ i really try to please everyone but it doesn't seem to be getting me anywhere. but pretty much, I decided to not go back to school in the fall, and start working full time to save up some money. then I'm going to move out there with Ian and start up some school next fall. like I said, my parents are willing to work with me, but his... not so much.

but I'm really not all that concerned that this point... I'm never going to please everyone. I figured out something that is going to make me happy, and Ian's all for it of course :)

OH...and my transfer went through... I start working at the VS in lehigh valley on wednesday! woohooo! :)

slacker much?!

I don't even know where to start!

It's been another 4 months or so since I've updated this thing... hmm... well I guess I can start by updating from my last post. Ian is officially back in the states! He got to Montana around mid-february and he was supposed to come home in march for my birthday and a wedding and some other stuff, but he didn't get the leave. so after spring break (2 weeks prior), he told me he'd fly me out, so I talked to the 'rents, and I flew out there for easter! it was only 4 days and totally not planned, but at least I got to see him for a little. that was most definitely the hardest goodbye I had to do so far :( -- butttt, i'm going back out in august [only 76 more days!] for 2 weeks!

I finished my first year of college - WOOHOO!! :) but I'm not sure how long I'll be at valley forge, I'm going to check out a school in montana in august when I go out there... hopefully going to switch my major back to communications... and surprisingly, my parent's are okay with it... probably primarily because they would rather see the money go towards something I'm actually going to enjoy doing... and I get to be with Ian! so we're keeping our fingers crossed for that!

umm I'm not really sure what else... I'm waiting for my job to get transferred up here to lehigh valley so that I can stay with victoria's secret :) but at least its a job, and I know I'll definitely have to find another one, which I will be doing this week! but I guess that's it for now!

lovesss! ♥