and life is...

still sooooo good :)

okay, that's not 100% true. i had a somewhat of a breakdown yesterday (ask ian), mainly because things were going good, then bad, then good again, then bad. but things finally ended up being good in the end.

i booked my plane ticket today :) i will be flying out of JFK on June 15th at 7:35 pm!! i can't waitttttt! ahh im so stoked! i'll be there until july 27th!

just sooooo excited! :)

the world at peace.

he's my life :)

ahhh i love my boyfriend so much :) so things have been pretty freakin fantastic for me lately. yeah, i know, now that i've said it, something sucky is going to happen. but whatever, its how i feel! haha thing between me and ian are great, couldn't be better. he comes home in about 3.5 months and i CANNOT waitttt! :) its been sooo long, too long! i can't wait to have him back in my arms! and with him coming home soon - that means that my birthday, graduation, and trip to germany are all coming up within in the next 5 months!!! ahhhh i'm freakin stokeddd!

oh and i'm booking my plane ticket tomorrow. thanks to the help of my lovely erika, i found a plane ticket (round trip) to germany, for $672 - AFTER taxes! *grin* i'm so excited! i thought it felt official when i got my passport. imagine how i feel now! there is so much coming up, and coming up quick! its all soooo exciting!

far too long.

plain and simple: i miss my boyfriend :(

today has been so weird for me. lol i didn't sleep much last night. i usually don't when i don't sleep in my own bed (i slept over at my best friends house). then i had to get up early this morning to get my sister from her friends house to take her to basketball practice. went home, then drove back out to school to pick her UP from basketball. then we decided we were going shopping - no big deal. well my best friend and my neighbor were going too. so we went to the mall, and everyone else ended up getting stuff, except me. lol so i turned out to be more of a chauffeur than anything. ughh. whatever.

so then ian called me when i was leaving the mall, and i felt really bad, but i had to ask him to call me back because i don't like driving on the highway and talking at the same time. so i asked him to call me back in about 30 minutes. well i got home, and time came and went. so i got really upset because i wanted to talked to him. i was just feeling really down for some reason. i was like totally bummed out for no reasons.

but then luckily, he called about 4-5 hours AFTER he called me before. so i did get to talk to him, and he wasn't feeling that well, so he kept telling me how much he wished i could be there to take care of him and everything - which, of course, made me miss him even more.

i hate being away from him...

hello 2009 ♥

HELLOOOOOOOOOOO 2009 :)

well everyone, it is officially 2009! we made it another year! i have to admit, i am sooooo looking forward to this year. there are so many things coming. i will be graduating high school, something i have been looking forward to for the last 13 years. ian will finally be coming home after (by then) a 17 month separation. i am so beyond looking forward to that! i will be leaving the country for the first time in my life. and i will be starting college! holy crap!!! haha

i really hope everyone had a great new years. i spent the night playing wii with my family! haha :) it was a nice night in, but i still wish i could have gotten my new years kiss! haha

dogsitting and shopping =)

well this has been one interesting weekend i guess. i have been house sitting/dog sitting for my in-laws since friday. which means, i haven't been home to my house since then for more than 15 minutes. haha i can't necessarily say i'm too unhappy about it. it was a nice little vacation from my house. haha luckily, pat kept me occupied most of the time i was here. he took me shopping and up to the pagoda and then to his house to watch a movie. overall it was a fairly good weekend. but i must say, i can't wait to get back to my own bed! haha :)

so now i'm just chilling at their house until they come home. i have to babysit tonight (yay so much fun..NOT). but i have the rest of break off, which makes me happy. no plans for new years eve BUT i am going to hummels on thursday! yay!

on a side note: ian is officially back in germany. he was able to spend christmas there instead of in qatar. and now i get to talk to him more :) only 4.5 more months until he comes home! i'm so excited! haha and i think it will go faster, especially after break. everything for graduation and all of my class president obligations will def begin to kick in, so i'm sure that will make the time go a lot faster.

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YAY!

so...two things:

first) IAN'S DEPLOYMENT ENDS TOMORROW! =) he leaves from qatar early tomorrow morning! i'm so excited. and i'm proud of myself and the fact that I have made it through our first deployment! he's going back to germany - and its only like 4 months and 3 weeks until he comes home! *big smile*

and second...

I LOVE TWILIGHT :D hahahahaha

and i love mandii guest as well! hahah

alright, back to study hall! =)

wowsers!

haha wow. its been like 3 weeks since i posted in here. oops :)

well i'm not really sure what has changed. december has just been mad busy for me! i have been babysitting and working and anything i can do to make money - just to save up to go to germany in june! but on a happy note - i DID get my passport and i'm sooooo excited! everything is beginning to feel official! ahhhhhhhh! :-D

i don't know what else :) haha things have been going pretty good lately.

got out of school early today because it was sleeting and snowing - and now the outside looks like a giant skating rink! haha but it was nice to have a night off! i got some of my christmas cards done! haha still not completely done tho! :D

AND today is one year since i've seen ian. one year ago, i was standing in the airport, saying goodbye to him - BUTTTT he'll be home in less than 5 monthsss! :D

welp thats it for not! peace outttt.

CHRISTMAS = 6 days :D